Willamette River Smallmouth Bass Fishing

Great to see healing brother…

Wow, what an awesome video! As a fellow angler and smallmouth bass enthusiast, I can't help but share my personal experience with these feisty fighters on my own channel. Despite the scorching hot summer days we've been having, I recently ventured out and filmed a video on how I managed to catch smallmouth bass during these challenging conditions. It's incredible how these fish never fail to impress with their fighting spirit. At just 16 years old, I'm thrilled to say that I've developed a deep love for smallmouth bass, and I plan on fishing for them for many years to come. Keep up the great work, and tight lines! 🎣💪

welcome back man. Missed ya vids. You got this. Tight lines man.

Great to see u back!! Fishing is great therapy!!

Hi Scott
It surely is difficult moving forward when grief bites u. I can relate about the lack of desire. Im in a process too and I keep slipping back into depression from the grief of life. Im asking God to help me work through it and rise. I find he does and then i slide back down again and then i feel guilty like im failing or something for not performing how God or others want me to. That can be the hardest part. The guilt of sorrow. You can feel like youre the only one whos handling it like this. So I hide from People seeing me when im like this. Recently I did a live on my fb page at a time when i was at my worst. I decided stuff it! Why am i hiding or feeling guilty for a time I need God most?I realised he wasnt angry or rejecting me for depression at all. Its just I tend to not involve him in those deepest places through my own guilt. Its actually supposed to be who he is right ? There for in the hardest and crappiest of times?
Its also hard cos of peoples expections or their worry and noone shows their true emotions when its that deep and crazy so we think we cant.
I think depression is often when guilt and isolation makes us feel we couldnt possibly be accepted in that deep emotional and severest place. When we disqualify ourselves from feeling people around us or God himself couldnt possibly allow us the grief process. So we hide away.
Example: when i have zero motovation to do the things i once did. When i wanna lay around and do nothing like get dressed or eat healthy, care for self. When im angry and pissed. When i feel like hating the world and everyone in it. When i feel like i cant unlock my emotions. Its at these times i feel God couldnt possibly accept this. As though im doing this deliberatley or im sinning by not coping. So i hide. Btw its not sin or bad.
About staying in the house, I get it. You dont want to let go of sofia and what u knew.

I cleaned up my husbands house when he died in it after he went off track spiritually. The smell of evil and death was on everything. I stayed there for 6 months clearing the place as he also became a hoarder. Different scenario i know but I could literally feel the evil he had attracted in that place. Yet I did it cos u just do when u love someone.
For you its good memories and no doubt bad as well.
I pray as u work through this youll know youll take Sofia with you everywhere u go. That it doesnt have to be in a location. Ive had many times ive not been able to let go of a location for the same reason. But someone once said " michelle YOU are your memories , not a place"
After the 6 months in that house my life was never the same. Its been 3 years and im beginning to heal.
Take your time. God is with you. Follow him in everything u do and be willing to do what he shows u.
Hes got u Scott. Blessings from Australia.

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